Although I cared for you and gave you my all,
I loved you and you made me feel so small.
Every time I would try to be a part of this family
To partake of the things that you would all do.
I found that I wasn't included and you lied to Mom about me too.
Sometimes in life I found
that you have to let go of those who put a frown
Who deceive and assume that you are of no good
They judge and they look down
and on my face they put a permanent frown.
You justify your actions you call it tough love
If this is love then I will give love a big shove.
I don't need a family who can put me on the streets
Who can abandon their own
and say its all I can do.
you have to learn to make do
I didn't have a job, or a way to pay my way
You stole my daughters heart and took it right away.
She didn't deserve to be with out a home,
with out me.
She didn't do any harm to you, she just didn't understand why you would do what you do.
She was now with out a secure home, a place where she once felt safe was taken and gone.
Mother you ran away from your troubles instead of standing up and loving us then,
You let My brother and sisters destroy our lives,
You took away our smile, our home our life.
The only home we ever really had, was now a place that we are not welcome and it makes us so sad.
A brother living alone in a 4 bedroom house didn't have enough room for love, that he couldn't give, instead he took away a place for us to live.
He couldn't give us a chance to get on our own two feet and there was no way that his heart would retreat.
Instead, we were put out on the street.
He evicted me from a home that I have only known for the last 7 years, taking care of my mother and the yard to help her out of the love I held so dear.
But soon, it all came to a terrible end.
The state then stepped in and took my daughter again.
She had to go away because there was no place for her to stay
You made sure that you took that away.
If this is love, then set me free
because in my book that is not love from a family.
and Mother how could you believe all the lies that they told ?
You didn't even ask me if they were true, you simply believed them with a heart that turned so cold.
You were persuaded into thinking that I was a thief, meanwhile they took more then what you gave to me, they took my right to be a part of this family.
You were told that I sold everything that you had given me, all because I sold the dresser that You gave to me, even though I had asked you before I sold it, you of course don't remember, making it okay that they take everything else away.
Only thing is, You were so wrong for believing them, I never sold anything more and yet I got nothing for everything I did for you..
Mom,Who took care of you for those last 7 years? Was it them? or me?
who took care of those things that you were in need.
I did,
but I got nothing from you in the end but heart ache and sadness and disappointments.
and of this of course there is no comment.
I don't care anymore that I was not given any family heirlooms or things that were personal to you or our family.
I don't care anymore that Kelly had to keep my bedroom set or my organ or the bottles and Christmas decorations.
It just don't matter, because if that is all I meant to you. then I don't want them.
If you think that I am such a bad seed,
then where is the need?
To be a part of this family.
Kelly told me not so long ago, that I was not like the rest of you.
Thank God,
because if this is how you treat someone who cared for you, who loved you so dearly and tried to do the right things for all of us,
then I'm glad I'm not like any of you.
I'm not greedy or above the rest.
I am just me.
And Material objects don't mean a thing, compared to being a person who only wanted to be special also in this family.
but I know now that I have been cast out. I'm not good enough for you all that's no doubt.
And the one thing that would of meant the most is something that you could not give
to be loved equally in this family.
So because you can't do this,
I know what I have to do, even though you I will miss.
I have to let you all go and leave it all behind
I have to survive somehow with out you or knowing how your doing.
the same goes for me
you won't have to worry about being bothered again by me.
Don't send presents come Christmas time,
I don't want them and neither does the daughter of mine.
Tough love, equals a good bye
from me to you
I want nor more to do with any of you.
My family died
the day they took away my life, my smile. my right to be treated equally in this family.
Take care,
and know that the only thing I did wrong was wanting to be loved unconditionally.
With much sadness and despair.
Colleen
22.10.11
11.7.10
THE FACE OF REALITY... OVERCOMING EVIL
THE FACE OF REALITY
A FOURTH PHASE
A CONTINUING PHRASE
AS A CHANGING REALITY APPEARS
ON THE FACE
OF YOU AND OF ME
COMBINES INTO ETERNITY.
MOONPINNDAY AND TONY OF 3
COMBINING OUR POWERS WITH THE SOLAR ECLIPSE
AND CHANGING THE WORLD FOR EVIL TO BECOME DEVOURED
A WHOLE NEW REALITY.
TOGETHER WE FIGHT
FOR THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
THE HOLY WAR HAS BEGUN
AND WE MUST DO WHAT MUST BE DONE
TO OVERCOME THE EVIL ONE
THE EVIL ONES TRY MUCH HARDER
BUT WE WILL NOT BARTER
WE WON’T LET OUR DEFENSES DOWN
WITH ONLY THE GREAT SPIRIT WE ARE BOUND
THERE WILL BE A SIGN
A VERY DEFINATE TIME
WHEN THE CRY OF AN EARTHQUAKE
WILL BE FELT ALL AROUND
AND AT THIS TIME
WE MUST BLESS THE SACRED WINE
AND OUR HEARTS WILL SHINE,
YOURS AND MINE
THE HOLY BOOK
READS THIS TO BE
AND WE THE FAITHFUL
WHO BELIEVETH IN THEE
WILL BE GIVEN THE INSIGHT
SO WE MAY SEE
THAT WORK OF EVIL BEFORE
IT IS TO BE
THEN WE WILL GATHER
THE GOOD IN HEART
AND IN SOUL
TOGETHER IN UNITY
AND WE WON’T FEEL
THE COMING COTASTROPHE
AND THE GREATEST
SPIRIT WILL LIVE ON
WITH YOU AND ME
ITS TIME
IM BEGINNING TO SEE
THE END,
THE FUTURE
THE PRESENT REALITY
THE BEGINNING
OF THE END,
THE EVIL ONES
MUST BE CONDEMNED
BY THE HAND
OF OUR MIGHTY FRIEND
THE EVIL
WILL COME
TO AN END
THE FIRE
WILL THEN
CLEANSE THE EARTH
PREPARING IT
FOR RE-BIRTH
TO BE FILLED
WITH LOVE
AND HAPPINESS
NO MORE HURT
OR SADNESS
WITH THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
WE WILL WALK
IN THY SIGHT
WE WILL
WALK IN PROUDNESS
OF THE NEW EARTH
THAT IS GIVEN US
SO HAVE NO FEAR
FOR THE TIME
IS REAL NEAR
PRAY,
THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
DOES HEAR
ASK THE GREAT SPIRIT
TO PROTECT
AND TO FORGIVE
SO WITH THEE
YOU MAY LIVE
WE MUST DO
WHAT MUST BE DONE
TO OVERCOME
THE EVIL ONE
CHANGE
THE WRONG
TO RIGHT
YOU WILL
BE PROTECTED
NO NEED
TO FIGHT
THEN
WE ALL WILL
HAVE
A HAPPY SOUL
LIVING AMONG
THOSE WHO
HAVE LOVE
AND FAITH
AND WILL
SPIRITUALLY GROW.
FOR WE ARE
THE WARRIORS
WHO FIGHT
FOR WHAT IS
RIGHT
FOR
THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
TO WALK
IN THY SIGHT
A SPIRIT
THAT SHINES
EVEN
IN THE NIGHT
THE EVENING
SHADOWS PLIGHT
THESE ARE
THE PHASES
OF THE FACE
OF REALITY
WHICH BRINGS
KNOWLEDGE
SO WE
MAY SOON KNOW
THE KEYS
FOR TOMORROW’S DOOR
BRINGING THE KEY
TO THE FACE OF REALITY
TO BE GIVEN THEE
SO WE CAN
CONTINUE ON
WITH
THIS FACE
OF REALITY
MAY WE GROW
WITH IN
OUR SPIRIT’S SOUL
TO BUILD
A STRONG
REALITY TO KNOW
THANK YOU
MY SPIRITUAL FRIENDS
FOR THE ANSWERS
YOU SEND
YOU ARE
THE TRUEST FRIEND
EVEN FROM THE END
TO
STARTING IT OVER AGAIN.
THE CIRCLE OF LIFE
ENFOLDS
NEVER GROWS TOO OLD
THIS IS WHAT
I HAVE BEEN TOLD.
A NEW BEGINNING
IN TIME
STARTING
THE ROTATION
IN MOTION
AN TIME
IS FOREVER
ETERNITY IS
THE CIRCLE THAT
NEVER ENDS
NOT EVER.
TIME TRAVELERS
HERE TODAY,
BACK TOMORROW
FOR LIFE
YOU CAN NOT
BORROW.
MY FRIEND.
WRITTEN BY ME,
COLLEEN CLAWSON
77
SPIRITFREE 11.07.10
ANA SION ELDERS = ROSS AND ELAINE
THE ARK
ANA'S ROCK
ANA'S ROSS KELLY
ROSS'S ELAINE
SEAL IN SINE
SEE IN NAIL
FOR THE FUTURE WILL BE
AND MAY SOON AGAIN ]
OCCUR NATURALLY.
BLESSED BE
THOSE WHO BEIEVE IN THEE
WHOLEHEARTEDLY
CC77
A FOURTH PHASE
A CONTINUING PHRASE
AS A CHANGING REALITY APPEARS
ON THE FACE
OF YOU AND OF ME
COMBINES INTO ETERNITY.
MOONPINNDAY AND TONY OF 3
COMBINING OUR POWERS WITH THE SOLAR ECLIPSE
AND CHANGING THE WORLD FOR EVIL TO BECOME DEVOURED
A WHOLE NEW REALITY.
TOGETHER WE FIGHT
FOR THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
THE HOLY WAR HAS BEGUN
AND WE MUST DO WHAT MUST BE DONE
TO OVERCOME THE EVIL ONE
THE EVIL ONES TRY MUCH HARDER
BUT WE WILL NOT BARTER
WE WON’T LET OUR DEFENSES DOWN
WITH ONLY THE GREAT SPIRIT WE ARE BOUND
THERE WILL BE A SIGN
A VERY DEFINATE TIME
WHEN THE CRY OF AN EARTHQUAKE
WILL BE FELT ALL AROUND
AND AT THIS TIME
WE MUST BLESS THE SACRED WINE
AND OUR HEARTS WILL SHINE,
YOURS AND MINE
THE HOLY BOOK
READS THIS TO BE
AND WE THE FAITHFUL
WHO BELIEVETH IN THEE
WILL BE GIVEN THE INSIGHT
SO WE MAY SEE
THAT WORK OF EVIL BEFORE
IT IS TO BE
THEN WE WILL GATHER
THE GOOD IN HEART
AND IN SOUL
TOGETHER IN UNITY
AND WE WON’T FEEL
THE COMING COTASTROPHE
AND THE GREATEST
SPIRIT WILL LIVE ON
WITH YOU AND ME
ITS TIME
IM BEGINNING TO SEE
THE END,
THE FUTURE
THE PRESENT REALITY
THE BEGINNING
OF THE END,
THE EVIL ONES
MUST BE CONDEMNED
BY THE HAND
OF OUR MIGHTY FRIEND
THE EVIL
WILL COME
TO AN END
THE FIRE
WILL THEN
CLEANSE THE EARTH
PREPARING IT
FOR RE-BIRTH
TO BE FILLED
WITH LOVE
AND HAPPINESS
NO MORE HURT
OR SADNESS
WITH THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
WE WILL WALK
IN THY SIGHT
WE WILL
WALK IN PROUDNESS
OF THE NEW EARTH
THAT IS GIVEN US
SO HAVE NO FEAR
FOR THE TIME
IS REAL NEAR
PRAY,
THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
DOES HEAR
ASK THE GREAT SPIRIT
TO PROTECT
AND TO FORGIVE
SO WITH THEE
YOU MAY LIVE
WE MUST DO
WHAT MUST BE DONE
TO OVERCOME
THE EVIL ONE
CHANGE
THE WRONG
TO RIGHT
YOU WILL
BE PROTECTED
NO NEED
TO FIGHT
THEN
WE ALL WILL
HAVE
A HAPPY SOUL
LIVING AMONG
THOSE WHO
HAVE LOVE
AND FAITH
AND WILL
SPIRITUALLY GROW.
FOR WE ARE
THE WARRIORS
WHO FIGHT
FOR WHAT IS
RIGHT
FOR
THE GREAT ALL MIGHT
TO WALK
IN THY SIGHT
A SPIRIT
THAT SHINES
EVEN
IN THE NIGHT
THE EVENING
SHADOWS PLIGHT
THESE ARE
THE PHASES
OF THE FACE
OF REALITY
WHICH BRINGS
KNOWLEDGE
SO WE
MAY SOON KNOW
THE KEYS
FOR TOMORROW’S DOOR
BRINGING THE KEY
TO THE FACE OF REALITY
TO BE GIVEN THEE
SO WE CAN
CONTINUE ON
WITH
THIS FACE
OF REALITY
MAY WE GROW
WITH IN
OUR SPIRIT’S SOUL
TO BUILD
A STRONG
REALITY TO KNOW
THANK YOU
MY SPIRITUAL FRIENDS
FOR THE ANSWERS
YOU SEND
YOU ARE
THE TRUEST FRIEND
EVEN FROM THE END
TO
STARTING IT OVER AGAIN.
THE CIRCLE OF LIFE
ENFOLDS
NEVER GROWS TOO OLD
THIS IS WHAT
I HAVE BEEN TOLD.
A NEW BEGINNING
IN TIME
STARTING
THE ROTATION
IN MOTION
AN TIME
IS FOREVER
ETERNITY IS
THE CIRCLE THAT
NEVER ENDS
NOT EVER.
TIME TRAVELERS
HERE TODAY,
BACK TOMORROW
FOR LIFE
YOU CAN NOT
BORROW.
MY FRIEND.
WRITTEN BY ME,
COLLEEN CLAWSON
77
SPIRITFREE 11.07.10
ANA SION ELDERS = ROSS AND ELAINE
THE ARK
ANA'S ROCK
ANA'S ROSS KELLY
ROSS'S ELAINE
SEAL IN SINE
SEE IN NAIL
FOR THE FUTURE WILL BE
AND MAY SOON AGAIN ]
OCCUR NATURALLY.
BLESSED BE
THOSE WHO BEIEVE IN THEE
WHOLEHEARTEDLY
CC77
24.5.10
Thanks Giving
I am again, here upon my Sacred Ground
Where the discovery of the faces of Reality was found
The poem that I've been writing to me
Connecting spiritually.
One more time
right before the morning sun shine
I've come here to say what I've needed to say
In this very special way
and on Thanks giving day.
What better day for me to say thank you
then on this day.
A day to be thankful
A day to acknowledge the special meaning of life.
I have a lot to be thankful for
Like the protection that was given over my family and I.
when terrible things happened around us.
the dread of houses blowing up and the thankfulness that
no one was hurt really bad.
Thankful for the faces of Reality
the Faces of you and I
This Sacred place
that always brings a smile to my face
For here, I am calm
and from with in I become strong
as the moon does shine
during this beautiful morning time.
The light that it does shine
bringing me spiritual powers from the devine
seeping into my physical and mental body
my eternal right
as evil learns that with it I don't have to fight.
for the light is my way
love is my guide
fear has no place
and will not show upon my face.
I have to be who I am
no one else can be the person that is me.
So evil can no longer decieve for in the Greatest Spirit I will alway believe.
For the knowledge given me has given me also another key
the key to wisdom from understanding,
The key to my own face of reality
spiritual connections helping me to grow and to learn so that to the young I can show what they need to know for our future grow.
May we always have the protection, the love and the grace of our living God, Ana.
Thank You for showing me the truth in this world.
Where the discovery of the faces of Reality was found
The poem that I've been writing to me
Connecting spiritually.
One more time
right before the morning sun shine
I've come here to say what I've needed to say
In this very special way
and on Thanks giving day.
What better day for me to say thank you
then on this day.
A day to be thankful
A day to acknowledge the special meaning of life.
I have a lot to be thankful for
Like the protection that was given over my family and I.
when terrible things happened around us.
the dread of houses blowing up and the thankfulness that
no one was hurt really bad.
Thankful for the faces of Reality
the Faces of you and I
This Sacred place
that always brings a smile to my face
For here, I am calm
and from with in I become strong
as the moon does shine
during this beautiful morning time.
The light that it does shine
bringing me spiritual powers from the devine
seeping into my physical and mental body
my eternal right
as evil learns that with it I don't have to fight.
for the light is my way
love is my guide
fear has no place
and will not show upon my face.
I have to be who I am
no one else can be the person that is me.
So evil can no longer decieve for in the Greatest Spirit I will alway believe.
For the knowledge given me has given me also another key
the key to wisdom from understanding,
The key to my own face of reality
spiritual connections helping me to grow and to learn so that to the young I can show what they need to know for our future grow.
May we always have the protection, the love and the grace of our living God, Ana.
Thank You for showing me the truth in this world.
18.4.10
THE GALAXY OF STARS
THE PULL OF THE MOON
THE GALAXY OF STARS
IN THE UNIVERSE OF ETERNITY
A STRONG SPIRIT
A STAR THAT SHINES VERY BRIGHT
THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT
IN THE LIGHT OF NIGHT OUR SPIRIT DOES DISPERSE
AN ENERGY BURST
A POWR OF OUR OWN
ONE THAT IS SHOWN
LIKE THE BRIGHT STAR WE SEE
AMONG THE UNIVERSE
A POWER OF STARSEED FIRST
WE ALL HAVE A DESTINATION
JUST LIKE THE INDIAN NATION
A HOLY CREATION
THE GIFT GIVEN FROM WITH IN
WITH THE EARTH AND THE FIRE
BRINGS WHAT MAN MUST DESIRE
AND THROUGH THE GREAT SPIRIT
IT BECOMES AQUIRED
NO MATTER THE HOUR
OF WHEN EVIL IS DEVOURED
THE UNIVERSE EXPLODES INTO
A STAR SHOWER
FROM THE GREAT ALLMIGHTS POWER
AND A NEW LIFE BEGINS
AND MANY FIND NEW FRIENDS
AND THEN DEPENDING ON HOW
YOU HAVE TREATED OTHERS
WILL SHOW WHETHER YOU ARE DEFEATED
EQUALLY WE ARE SEATED
THE GOOD IN THEIR HEART AND THEIR SOUL
BECOME COMPLETED
NOTHING THEN IS NEEDED
FOR EVIL HAS BEEN DEFEATED.
AN ADRENALINE RUSH
IS NATURALLY GIVEN US
AND WE BECOME MORE
OF WHICH THE SEED OF THE UNIVERSE
IS FOREVER SHINING
FOR WE FOUND THE KEY
OF KNOWEDGE.
THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR TO ETERNITY
IS GIVEN TO THEE.
DOES THIS SOUND CRAZY?
ARE YOUR THOUGHTS BECOMING HAZY?
AS YOU LET GO OF THE THOUGHTS BUILDING UP INSIDE
YOU WANT TO RUN BUT NO YOU CAN'T HIDE
LISTENING TO INTUTION
THE KNOWING IN OUR MIND
BECOMING MORE DEFINED.
HOW MAY KEYS HAVE BEEN GIVEN ME?
1 THE KEY TO ETERNITY
2 THE KEY TO LOVE
3 THE KEY TO MY JOURNEY
4 THE KEY TO TRUE FRIENDS
5 THE KEY TO TRUTH
6 THE KEY TO WISDOM
7 THE KEY TO SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE
8 THE KEY TO UNITY
9 THE KEY TO GOD
10 THE KEY TO LISTEN
11 THE KEY TO HAVING NO FEAR
12 THE KEY TO PROTECTION
13 THE KEY THAT LED ME TO THE KEYS. THE FACE OF REALITY THE POEM IVE BEEN WRITING TO ME.
14 THEY HOLY KEY OF THE CODE SHOWN TO ME
THE IRON ROD KEY, AND BLOOD IS THICKER THEN WATER KEY
THESE ARE THE KEYS GIVEN TO ALL OF US YOU SEE
LEARNING, LIVING, LOVING, GIVING AND BEING THANKFUL FOR WHAT WE HAVE LEARNED AND WHAT HAS BEEN SHOWN TO US.
MAY THE BEAUTIFUL LOVE OF OUR CREATOR TEACH US GRACE AND TO SMILE AND BEABLE TO LIVE IN HER GLORY, HER LOVE, HER PLACE.
MAY HEAVEN BE OUR NEW HOME WHERE WE WILL NEVER BE ALONE.
I LOVE YOU ANA,
THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE WAY
AND TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE REAL IN EVERY WAY.
IM SO HAPPY THAT I LISTENED TO YOU
I HOPE THAT OTHERS WILL LISTEN TO.
BLESSED BE...
COLLEEN CLAWSON 7TH CHILD BORN 2 7'S, 8 107
STAR SEED
THE GALAXY OF STARS
IN THE UNIVERSE OF ETERNITY
A STRONG SPIRIT
A STAR THAT SHINES VERY BRIGHT
THROUGH OUT THE NIGHT
IN THE LIGHT OF NIGHT OUR SPIRIT DOES DISPERSE
AN ENERGY BURST
A POWR OF OUR OWN
ONE THAT IS SHOWN
LIKE THE BRIGHT STAR WE SEE
AMONG THE UNIVERSE
A POWER OF STARSEED FIRST
WE ALL HAVE A DESTINATION
JUST LIKE THE INDIAN NATION
A HOLY CREATION
THE GIFT GIVEN FROM WITH IN
WITH THE EARTH AND THE FIRE
BRINGS WHAT MAN MUST DESIRE
AND THROUGH THE GREAT SPIRIT
IT BECOMES AQUIRED
NO MATTER THE HOUR
OF WHEN EVIL IS DEVOURED
THE UNIVERSE EXPLODES INTO
A STAR SHOWER
FROM THE GREAT ALLMIGHTS POWER
AND A NEW LIFE BEGINS
AND MANY FIND NEW FRIENDS
AND THEN DEPENDING ON HOW
YOU HAVE TREATED OTHERS
WILL SHOW WHETHER YOU ARE DEFEATED
EQUALLY WE ARE SEATED
THE GOOD IN THEIR HEART AND THEIR SOUL
BECOME COMPLETED
NOTHING THEN IS NEEDED
FOR EVIL HAS BEEN DEFEATED.
AN ADRENALINE RUSH
IS NATURALLY GIVEN US
AND WE BECOME MORE
OF WHICH THE SEED OF THE UNIVERSE
IS FOREVER SHINING
FOR WE FOUND THE KEY
OF KNOWEDGE.
THE KEY TO OPEN THE DOOR TO ETERNITY
IS GIVEN TO THEE.
DOES THIS SOUND CRAZY?
ARE YOUR THOUGHTS BECOMING HAZY?
AS YOU LET GO OF THE THOUGHTS BUILDING UP INSIDE
YOU WANT TO RUN BUT NO YOU CAN'T HIDE
LISTENING TO INTUTION
THE KNOWING IN OUR MIND
BECOMING MORE DEFINED.
HOW MAY KEYS HAVE BEEN GIVEN ME?
1 THE KEY TO ETERNITY
2 THE KEY TO LOVE
3 THE KEY TO MY JOURNEY
4 THE KEY TO TRUE FRIENDS
5 THE KEY TO TRUTH
6 THE KEY TO WISDOM
7 THE KEY TO SPIRITUAL KNOWLEDGE
8 THE KEY TO UNITY
9 THE KEY TO GOD
10 THE KEY TO LISTEN
11 THE KEY TO HAVING NO FEAR
12 THE KEY TO PROTECTION
13 THE KEY THAT LED ME TO THE KEYS. THE FACE OF REALITY THE POEM IVE BEEN WRITING TO ME.
14 THEY HOLY KEY OF THE CODE SHOWN TO ME
THE IRON ROD KEY, AND BLOOD IS THICKER THEN WATER KEY
THESE ARE THE KEYS GIVEN TO ALL OF US YOU SEE
LEARNING, LIVING, LOVING, GIVING AND BEING THANKFUL FOR WHAT WE HAVE LEARNED AND WHAT HAS BEEN SHOWN TO US.
MAY THE BEAUTIFUL LOVE OF OUR CREATOR TEACH US GRACE AND TO SMILE AND BEABLE TO LIVE IN HER GLORY, HER LOVE, HER PLACE.
MAY HEAVEN BE OUR NEW HOME WHERE WE WILL NEVER BE ALONE.
I LOVE YOU ANA,
THANK YOU FOR SHOWING ME THE WAY
AND TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE REAL IN EVERY WAY.
IM SO HAPPY THAT I LISTENED TO YOU
I HOPE THAT OTHERS WILL LISTEN TO.
BLESSED BE...
COLLEEN CLAWSON 7TH CHILD BORN 2 7'S, 8 107
STAR SEED
7.4.10
ETERNITIES SHINING LIGHT
THE STARS THAT SHINE IN THE NIGHT SKY
SINCE MAN'S BEGINNING WE OFTEN ASK WHY
ETERNITIES SHINING LIGHT
OUR UNIVERSAL PATH RITE
SHOWING US THE LIGHT
THE BEGINNING OF OUR INNER SPIRITS SIGHT
ALONG WITH THE GREAT SPIRIT'S MIGHT
OUR TIES ARE TIGHT
NO NEED TO JUDGE WHO IS WRONG OR RIGHT
UNITY ABOLISHES ANY NEED TO FIGHT
TO LOVE ANOTHER IS OUR ETERNAL FLIGHT
PROUDLY THE GREAT SPIRIT WATCHES OVER US
DURING THIS FLIGHT
HEAVENS LIGHT
TRUE SPIRITUALITY IN SIGHT
SHNING AN ANGELIC GLOW
FOR ALL IN UNITY WE HAVE BECOME TO KNOW
OUR JOURNEY WILL BRING THE KNOWLEDGE
FOR US TO KNOW
LESSONS LEARNED TO SPIRITUALLY GROW
PASSING ON THESE LESSONS TO THE SEEDS WE SOW
SO THEY TOO WILL SP IRITUALLY GROW
AND THEN TO BECOME THE SHINING STAR
SHINING BRIGHTLY FROM A FAR.
COPYWRITE 1996
SINCE MAN'S BEGINNING WE OFTEN ASK WHY
ETERNITIES SHINING LIGHT
OUR UNIVERSAL PATH RITE
SHOWING US THE LIGHT
THE BEGINNING OF OUR INNER SPIRITS SIGHT
ALONG WITH THE GREAT SPIRIT'S MIGHT
OUR TIES ARE TIGHT
NO NEED TO JUDGE WHO IS WRONG OR RIGHT
UNITY ABOLISHES ANY NEED TO FIGHT
TO LOVE ANOTHER IS OUR ETERNAL FLIGHT
PROUDLY THE GREAT SPIRIT WATCHES OVER US
DURING THIS FLIGHT
HEAVENS LIGHT
TRUE SPIRITUALITY IN SIGHT
SHNING AN ANGELIC GLOW
FOR ALL IN UNITY WE HAVE BECOME TO KNOW
OUR JOURNEY WILL BRING THE KNOWLEDGE
FOR US TO KNOW
LESSONS LEARNED TO SPIRITUALLY GROW
PASSING ON THESE LESSONS TO THE SEEDS WE SOW
SO THEY TOO WILL SP IRITUALLY GROW
AND THEN TO BECOME THE SHINING STAR
SHINING BRIGHTLY FROM A FAR.
COPYWRITE 1996
All I need
ALL I NEED IS SOMETHING THAT I CAN HOLD ON TO
ALL I HAVE LOVED HAS BEEN FORSAKEN
THE FUTURE DREAMS HAVE BEEN TAKEN
MY LOVE
MY LIFE
MY HOME
THEN A SIGN OF THE TIMES
ONE THAT READS NO TRESSPASSING
ACROSS THIS PROPERTY LINE
THE SACRED GROUNDS I FIND
A PLACE I WILL ALWAYS HOLD ON TO
NO MATTER WHAT THE PROPERTY OWNER DOES DO
THEY BUY THIS SACRED GROUND
AND TELL YOU THAT NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO COME AROUND
BUT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING
AND LETS MAKE THIS REAL CLEAR
NEVER WILL YOU BE ABLE TO TAKE
SACRED GROUNDS FROM ME
OR,
ME FROM SACRED GROUNDS
THIS GROUND IS SO SACRED TO ME
THE FEELINGS I FEEL COME FREE
BECOMING ME
HERE I RECIEVED H SACRED NAME
AND ALSO THIS PLACE STOPPED ME
FROM GOING INSANE
THIS SACRED PLACE
WILL ALWAYS BE A BIG PART OF ME
TEACHING ME MY SPIRITUALITY
FROM WITH IN
SO MUCH HERE TO ME HAS BEEN GIVEN
SO CAN'T YOU SEE?
YOU CAN NEVER TAKE MY SACRED GROUNDS
A WAY FROM ME
OR ME A WAY FROM SACRED GROUNDS
NO TRESSPASSING!
tHIS IS WHAT THEIR SIGN DOES SAY
BUT LET ME TELL YA,
ON THIS LAND I TRESSPASS
EVERYDAY.
BECAUSE I AM THIS LAND
THIS LAND IS ME
THIS IS ALL I HAVE LEFT
TO HOLD ON TO
THIS SIGN CANNOT KEEP ME OUT
IT CAN NEVER CHANGE WHO I HAVE BECOME
THIS BEING MY VERY SACRED GROUND
FOREVER I WILL BE MOONPINNDAY
SO FOR ONE LAST TIME
BEFORE I AM FORBIDDEN TO CROSS OVER THIS
PROPERTY LINE
I PRAY TO YOU GREAT SPIRIT
TO BLESS THIS SACRED PLACE
WITH YOUR LOVING GRACE
FROM THIS PLACE I CAN NEVER STRAY
EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE TRYING TO KEEP ME A WAY
FOR IT WAS HERE THAT I LIVED SO MUCH EMOTIONAL PAIN
SACRED GROUNDS KNOWS MY SOUL
SACRED GROUNS KNOWS MY STRENGTHS
SACRED GROUNDS HAS BLESSED ME WITH MY NAME
SACRED GROUNDS IN YOU I HAVE BEEN FOUND
GOODBYE/ HELLO
THE EXPERIENCES I HAVE ENCOUNTERED HERE
TAUGHT ME WITH NO FEAR
BROUGHT ME TRUE SPIRITUALITY AND GOOD CHEER
SO YOU SEE
NEVER CAN YOU TAKE WHAT SACRED GROUNDS GAVE TO ME
THIS LAND HAS BECOME WHO I AM
FOR I AM MOONPINNDAY
MOON POWER IN THE NIGHT OF DAY
THE GREAT SPIRITS WAY
BLESSED BE ALL TO GETHER IN UNITY
FOR ETERNITY LOVING
WITH THE GREAT SPIRIT GUIDING
HOW EXCITING.
JUNE 2001
ALL I HAVE LOVED HAS BEEN FORSAKEN
THE FUTURE DREAMS HAVE BEEN TAKEN
MY LOVE
MY LIFE
MY HOME
THEN A SIGN OF THE TIMES
ONE THAT READS NO TRESSPASSING
ACROSS THIS PROPERTY LINE
THE SACRED GROUNDS I FIND
A PLACE I WILL ALWAYS HOLD ON TO
NO MATTER WHAT THE PROPERTY OWNER DOES DO
THEY BUY THIS SACRED GROUND
AND TELL YOU THAT NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO COME AROUND
BUT LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING
AND LETS MAKE THIS REAL CLEAR
NEVER WILL YOU BE ABLE TO TAKE
SACRED GROUNDS FROM ME
OR,
ME FROM SACRED GROUNDS
THIS GROUND IS SO SACRED TO ME
THE FEELINGS I FEEL COME FREE
BECOMING ME
HERE I RECIEVED H SACRED NAME
AND ALSO THIS PLACE STOPPED ME
FROM GOING INSANE
THIS SACRED PLACE
WILL ALWAYS BE A BIG PART OF ME
TEACHING ME MY SPIRITUALITY
FROM WITH IN
SO MUCH HERE TO ME HAS BEEN GIVEN
SO CAN'T YOU SEE?
YOU CAN NEVER TAKE MY SACRED GROUNDS
A WAY FROM ME
OR ME A WAY FROM SACRED GROUNDS
NO TRESSPASSING!
tHIS IS WHAT THEIR SIGN DOES SAY
BUT LET ME TELL YA,
ON THIS LAND I TRESSPASS
EVERYDAY.
BECAUSE I AM THIS LAND
THIS LAND IS ME
THIS IS ALL I HAVE LEFT
TO HOLD ON TO
THIS SIGN CANNOT KEEP ME OUT
IT CAN NEVER CHANGE WHO I HAVE BECOME
THIS BEING MY VERY SACRED GROUND
FOREVER I WILL BE MOONPINNDAY
SO FOR ONE LAST TIME
BEFORE I AM FORBIDDEN TO CROSS OVER THIS
PROPERTY LINE
I PRAY TO YOU GREAT SPIRIT
TO BLESS THIS SACRED PLACE
WITH YOUR LOVING GRACE
FROM THIS PLACE I CAN NEVER STRAY
EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE TRYING TO KEEP ME A WAY
FOR IT WAS HERE THAT I LIVED SO MUCH EMOTIONAL PAIN
SACRED GROUNDS KNOWS MY SOUL
SACRED GROUNS KNOWS MY STRENGTHS
SACRED GROUNDS HAS BLESSED ME WITH MY NAME
SACRED GROUNDS IN YOU I HAVE BEEN FOUND
GOODBYE/ HELLO
THE EXPERIENCES I HAVE ENCOUNTERED HERE
TAUGHT ME WITH NO FEAR
BROUGHT ME TRUE SPIRITUALITY AND GOOD CHEER
SO YOU SEE
NEVER CAN YOU TAKE WHAT SACRED GROUNDS GAVE TO ME
THIS LAND HAS BECOME WHO I AM
FOR I AM MOONPINNDAY
MOON POWER IN THE NIGHT OF DAY
THE GREAT SPIRITS WAY
BLESSED BE ALL TO GETHER IN UNITY
FOR ETERNITY LOVING
WITH THE GREAT SPIRIT GUIDING
HOW EXCITING.
JUNE 2001
The Sun Catchers Meaning
This being a net
That captues the light
From the Day or the Night
From the Sun or the Moonlight
A translucent view
Just for you
Reflecting Colors like that of a Rain Bow
An Angelic Glow
A natural light show
In the light
Good can grow
Deep with in your soul
So,
If your feeling low
Look into the Sun catchers
sparkling light show
The light helping you to grow
as your begin Remembering,
Wondering,
Believing and Seeing
with in the light
Reflections from our beginning
The light that shines with in us all
Reflections From our true begining
The Sun Catchers meaning.
Written 1996 copywrite
by Colleen Clawson
That captues the light
From the Day or the Night
From the Sun or the Moonlight
A translucent view
Just for you
Reflecting Colors like that of a Rain Bow
An Angelic Glow
A natural light show
In the light
Good can grow
Deep with in your soul
So,
If your feeling low
Look into the Sun catchers
sparkling light show
The light helping you to grow
as your begin Remembering,
Wondering,
Believing and Seeing
with in the light
Reflections from our beginning
The light that shines with in us all
Reflections From our true begining
The Sun Catchers meaning.
Written 1996 copywrite
by Colleen Clawson
Blue Sky
Blue Sky
Mountains high
Sparkling Snow
Grounds I know
Calm and Peace full
Sunny and Bright
Warm and Meaningful
Afternoon Delight
Thoughts ponder as I look out yonder
This land I crave
Was almost my Grave.
13, 02 1999 copywrite
Mountains high
Sparkling Snow
Grounds I know
Calm and Peace full
Sunny and Bright
Warm and Meaningful
Afternoon Delight
Thoughts ponder as I look out yonder
This land I crave
Was almost my Grave.
13, 02 1999 copywrite
THE HOLY WAR
A fourth phase
A continuing phrase
As a changing reality appears
on the face of you and me
Combines into Eternity.
Moonpinnday and Tony of 3
Combining our given powers
with the Eclipse
Changing the World
for Evil to be devoured.
Together we fight
Forever with the Great Allmight
The Holy War has begun
So we must do
What must be done
To over come the Evil one
The Evil tried much harder
But, we will not barder
We won't let our defenses down
With only the Great All Might we will be bound
There will be a sign
A very definate time
When the Greatest Spirit will cry
Sounding The Earthquakes all around
At this time
We will bless the sacred wine
Our hearts will shine
Yours and mine
The Holy Book reads this to be
So we, the faithful
Who will always beliefeth in thee
We will be given the insight
So we may see
That work of Evil
before it is to be
Gathering the good in heart
and in soul
together in Unity
So we won't feel the coming tragedy
Living on along with The Great Spirit
you and me.
It's time, I am beginning to see
The End, The future and the present Reality
The beginning of the End
The Evil ones must be condemned
By the hand of our mighty friend
The Evil will come to its end
The fire will Cleanse the Earth
Pre-paring it for Re-birth
To be filled with joy, love and happiness
With No more Hurt or Saddeness
With The Great All Might
We will walk in they sight
Walking in proudness
Among the new Earth that has been given us
So have no fear
For the time is near
Pray, The Great All Might does hear
Ask The Great All Might to protect
and to forgive
So with thy love you will live
We must do,
what must be done
To overcome the Evil we are among
Change the wrong to right
You will be protected
No need to fight
For peace will come
and we will then have a happy soul
For we are the Warriors
Who fight for what is right
Naturally given insight
From The Greatest Spirit
The Shining light
These are the faces of Reality
Which brings knowledge
So we may know
The keys for tomorrows door
and more keys to The Face of Reality
will be given thee
So we can continue
All the Faces of Reality
May we grow in our faith
and in our soul
Building a strong Reality to know
Thank you all my spiritual friends
The truest of truths I do defend
With all my heart
Through the End.
Amen.
1996 Copywrite
A continuing phrase
As a changing reality appears
on the face of you and me
Combines into Eternity.
Moonpinnday and Tony of 3
Combining our given powers
with the Eclipse
Changing the World
for Evil to be devoured.
Together we fight
Forever with the Great Allmight
The Holy War has begun
So we must do
What must be done
To over come the Evil one
The Evil tried much harder
But, we will not barder
We won't let our defenses down
With only the Great All Might we will be bound
There will be a sign
A very definate time
When the Greatest Spirit will cry
Sounding The Earthquakes all around
At this time
We will bless the sacred wine
Our hearts will shine
Yours and mine
The Holy Book reads this to be
So we, the faithful
Who will always beliefeth in thee
We will be given the insight
So we may see
That work of Evil
before it is to be
Gathering the good in heart
and in soul
together in Unity
So we won't feel the coming tragedy
Living on along with The Great Spirit
you and me.
It's time, I am beginning to see
The End, The future and the present Reality
The beginning of the End
The Evil ones must be condemned
By the hand of our mighty friend
The Evil will come to its end
The fire will Cleanse the Earth
Pre-paring it for Re-birth
To be filled with joy, love and happiness
With No more Hurt or Saddeness
With The Great All Might
We will walk in they sight
Walking in proudness
Among the new Earth that has been given us
So have no fear
For the time is near
Pray, The Great All Might does hear
Ask The Great All Might to protect
and to forgive
So with thy love you will live
We must do,
what must be done
To overcome the Evil we are among
Change the wrong to right
You will be protected
No need to fight
For peace will come
and we will then have a happy soul
For we are the Warriors
Who fight for what is right
Naturally given insight
From The Greatest Spirit
The Shining light
These are the faces of Reality
Which brings knowledge
So we may know
The keys for tomorrows door
and more keys to The Face of Reality
will be given thee
So we can continue
All the Faces of Reality
May we grow in our faith
and in our soul
Building a strong Reality to know
Thank you all my spiritual friends
The truest of truths I do defend
With all my heart
Through the End.
Amen.
1996 Copywrite
3.4.10
Written during a full moon
These last two poems I wrote at night with the only light shining being the full moons.
No other light shown to inspire my mood, my thoughts or my mind more the how the full moon affected my writings and how they came to me spiritually.
Moonpinnday meaning is Moon Power In The Night of Day The Great Spirits way.
Many more faces of reality began to shine even though I had thought this last poem was the last phase of the faces of reality poem. it is an ongoing poem of things that happened in my life that brought me to my spiritual beliefs naturally.
No other light shown to inspire my mood, my thoughts or my mind more the how the full moon affected my writings and how they came to me spiritually.
Moonpinnday meaning is Moon Power In The Night of Day The Great Spirits way.
Many more faces of reality began to shine even though I had thought this last poem was the last phase of the faces of reality poem. it is an ongoing poem of things that happened in my life that brought me to my spiritual beliefs naturally.
The pull of polarity
The Power of the Moon.
The pull of polarity
Shows us reality
in full clarity
I sit alone upon my Sacred Stone
Everything now is going to be shown
Truth outweighs dishonesty
Trust outweighs distrust
Love over powers hate
It will now become my fate
The Face of Reality
As I stood beside the lake
The Great Spirit is with me now
And as I look, and I believe
The Great Spirit shows me how
I've learned to draw
The Great Spirit from with in
And be forgiven when I sin
I have become Spiritually Stronger
My strengths last much longer
The Face of Reality
is the Great Spirit from with in me
Now I can set my soul free
For the Great Spirit to guide me
And the Power I recieve
As this Full Moon Shines upon me
I have been given a new key
For Love And Compassion
as the waves of the lake come crashin
The Calm Cool Breeze it comforts me.
I know now to open my next gate,
at my own rate
to face fate.
I know that I am not too late
The New key has opened up my next gate
And Now I can go with in
Now I am different
I'm not what I have been
Things have changed
A whole new world to explore
I now think abut things that I used to ignore
I am a whole new spirit
and so much more.
More then I have ever imagined
I have become more Spiritual, Powerful, loving and honest
I am more of everything that I have been praying for
Thank You! Great Spirit for everything that I used to ignore
Like the purpose of what I am living for
I am a Warrior
Here to fight for what is right
Even at night my Holy Sword does glow
And my Moon Powers soar
I am now what I used to ignore
I can not be anyone other then who I am
I'm here to help make the Final Stand
upon the Great Spirits land
as The Great Spirit holds my hand
As The Foot prints are in the sand.
This is my very Holy and Sacred land.
Very few believed in the Indian way
They tried to destroy it and take it away
We will have a final Redemption
To trade the hurt and pain in
For love and an eternal name
And there fore
ridding anyone of Shame.
I have been given a new name
Moon pinn day is that name
Moon Power in the night of day
This is what my new name does say.
I think I like it my new name
For, everything changes and never stays the same
Thus Moonpinnday is the proper way
For the Great Spirit to say
Everything will be ok.
I love it this way
I've received my name along with the full moons ray
I gracefully receive my new name
During the Night of day
This is the name the Ancient Spirit's have given me
A whole new Face of Reality to see
So now the Ancient Spirit's will know who is with them
and then to me they show
How I am to grow
I trust and believe in them
And all the things that have been shown to me
I have connected Spiritually
I will always have their protection
Not just here upon my Sacred Ground
but protection all around
By my new name I will be found
My voice carries surround sound
They will feel my vibration on the ground.
They know my sound
It means a lot to me
For my Spiritual friends to honor me
with their protection
and the Eternal name that has been given me
I will Never Forget all the phases of the
Face of Reality
and how much was given to me
Now I can see with in
and enter with my new key
and any answers will be shown to me
Thanks again my Spirit friends
For all the answers and the messages you send
You are truly a good friend
Thank You! From with-in
written in the year of 1996
Nature-The Face of Reality
another phase of the face of reality
by the Moonlight I see
The face of you and of me
By the Lake
Along side the Willow Tree's
As I watch Nature all so quietly
I sit and listen as Natures songs play
Are they different songs then played in yesterday?
In past decades?
The one's of history are a mystery
The Nature's songs of before, after and today,
Do they stay the same?
Like the Moon, The stars, and the sun.
Or does Nature play her song everyday in a special way
for me, In the night of day.
I will never become immune
To Nature as she plays her tune
As Beautiful as a Flower
As strong as the moon and it's power
With Nature I build my Holy Tower.
The Great Spirit in me inspires and gives me strength
Which comes over me like the cleansing of a pure clean shower
The Evil becomes devoured.
Nature is Sweet
Evil becomes incomplete
Of Nature's bounty I do eat
I have become more complete
With Nature I have a front row seat
A beautiful show
With Love we do grow
Which brings the seeds we sow
and giving us the knowledge we now know.
Knowledge is what we learn
when we open the door
And then we find a new key
To the Faces of Reality
Which brings more knowledge
For all of Eternity
Blessed be.
Colleen
31.3.10
To those who in The Great Spirit Believe
I write to you from with in my own spirit.
I am moonpinnday, Spirit given of the full moon and it's power during the night of day connecting with the Greatest Spirit to show you what my poems have to say.
Believing is seeing,
Knowing is growing,
Experiences from the lesson's learned.
Each of us have our own turn.
We all make decisions of what we want to beleive,
But for me, I have connected spiritually
through my own poetry.
I write to all who in The GreatSpirit believe.
For we are the one's to receive Great Blessings, A special gift from thee.
We must learn to listen from with in and pray for forgivness when we sin.
Instincts naturally come to us.
A protection of our spirit comes with trust.
To believe in your self is a must.
For when we believe in our self we also believe in the most Greatest Spirit of all who created us.
So have faith in thee, and her love
And endure all things that are to come
Blessed be all of we who believeth in thee, Whole heartedly.
Pray that we can overcome all the evil we are among.
Through Our God Thy work on earth will be done.
Written June 1st, 2005
by me.
I am moonpinnday, Spirit given of the full moon and it's power during the night of day connecting with the Greatest Spirit to show you what my poems have to say.
Believing is seeing,
Knowing is growing,
Experiences from the lesson's learned.
Each of us have our own turn.
We all make decisions of what we want to beleive,
But for me, I have connected spiritually
through my own poetry.
I write to all who in The GreatSpirit believe.
For we are the one's to receive Great Blessings, A special gift from thee.
We must learn to listen from with in and pray for forgivness when we sin.
Instincts naturally come to us.
A protection of our spirit comes with trust.
To believe in your self is a must.
For when we believe in our self we also believe in the most Greatest Spirit of all who created us.
So have faith in thee, and her love
And endure all things that are to come
Blessed be all of we who believeth in thee, Whole heartedly.
Pray that we can overcome all the evil we are among.
Through Our God Thy work on earth will be done.
Written June 1st, 2005
by me.
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The face of Reality in poetry
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- pago, pago, south pacific, American Samoa
- When I was married I ended up getting myself into a bad situation that was abusive, controlling and very Evil. I went through some pretty tough times learning to deal with Black Magic and realizing just how Evil this world can become When a terrible truth came out and not knowing how to go about dealing with it. So I spent the next 2 years walking the desert, picking up rocks and talking to our creator. I began to write poetry and with it came knowledge. Spiritual knowledge naturally. I believe I connected to God through my poems and from learning to listen from with in. This ability helped me to understand things that I never before understood. I know that God is real from my own life experiences. I know that I am protected by Gods love and I Also know that God is love and light and God is now revealing the truth to all man kind. Knock and the door shall open. Ask and you shall recieve. To know God, you would know love. To know love you would know God. With out love you wouldn't know God. and with out God you wouln't know love.